good evening how may I help you
晚上好 我能帮你什么忙
something happened when we went home and
我们回家时发生了一些事
I'm a little upset about it ah don't
我有点不高兴 啊 别
worry it's fine no sorry I'm wasting
担心 没关系 不 对不起 我在浪费
time no no no you're not wasting time
时间 不 不 不 你没有在浪费时间
what's
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happened I was so
发生了什么事 我当时
drunk I was so drunk so you're not going
喝醉了，所以你不会
to believe me so it's fine H I was on my
相信我的，所以没关系，我当时正
way downtown and a police officer was
要去市中心，一个警察在
there and she said to me I'm going to
那里，她对我说，我要
arrest you for being drunk and
以醉酒
disorderly and a police officer in a
扰乱秩序的罪名逮捕你， 一辆银色汽车里的警察
silver car said don't worry I'll take
说，别担心，我会带
her home I'll sort her
她回家，我会帮她
out it was awful I lost my shoe we had
解决问题，这太可怕了，我丢了我的鞋，我们
sex on the to Road she so you had sex
在路上发生了性关系，所以你和警察发生了性关系，
with the police officer yeah is it okay
是吗 好吧，
or not it was okay like what's happened
不管怎样，就像发生了什么事，
is that all right or not I you feel like
好吧，不管怎样，我觉得
he took advantage of me I feel upset and
他利用了我，我感到不安，
I feel disgusted about it I can't get
我对此感到厌恶，我无法
over it I thought I could get over it
克服，我以为我可以克服
and I thought I was fine but I
，我以为 我没事，但我
can 12 days after the complaint is made
可以在投诉提出 12 天后，
Sergeant Lee cocking is arrested and
Lee cocking 警官被逮捕并被
brought in for interview can you tell me
带去接受讯问 你能告诉我
your knowledge of the
你对
circumstances driving D SE I said where
开车时的状况的了解吗？D SE 我说
do you want me to drop you and she said
你想让我把你送到哪里，她说
it's just down the End by the
就在码头边上
pier and then she just said pull over
，然后她说靠边停车，
pull over pull over here I said all
靠边停车，我说
right you know calm down and then as I
好的 冷静下来，然后当我
pulled over she L over and start trying
把车停在路边时，她过来试图
to kiss me and I said no can't I said
亲吻我，我说不可以，我说
work pleas I was trying to
工作请求，我试图
polite the is just let me drive her
礼貌地说只是让我开车送她
home she directs me to her home address
回家，她告诉我她家的地址，
and I can hear a shuffling about and I
我听到周围有脚步声，我
look around and she's now pulled her
环顾四周，发现她已经把
pants and and nickers down and she's
裤子和内裤脱了下来，她
politely and quietly said I want
礼貌而平静地说我想
use and I keep saying I can't I'm
用，我一直说我不能，我在
working it's not right canot do
工作，这不对，不能这样做，
it and then she's saying park down the
然后她 说把车停在
RO so I pulled him
RO 下，所以我把他拉到
there and she's cled on top of me I'm
那里，她爬到我上面，我
saying please don't do
说请不要这样做，
this so she's wedged herself on the gap
所以她把自己卡在
between me and the
我和
ster and she grabs with penus and
ster 之间的空隙中，她用阴茎抓住，
forcefully pours it
用力把它倒
out I'm saying please don't she kept
出来，我 我说请不要她一直
trying to play with me Willie trying to
试图和我玩 威利试图
make me go
让我
hard and if she managed to make a little
勃起，如果她设法让我
bit you know there were times it was
勃起，你知道，有几次
inside she's kind of bed up and down for
她在里面，床上上下了
half a dozen times got annoyed because I
六七次，我很生气，因为我
haven't gone properly
还没有
hard I'm sure if I really really tried I
勃起，我确定 如果我真的真的努力了，我
could have forced them off but shock
本可以强迫他们离开，但令人震惊的是，
Sergeant cocking the officer in the sex
在值班性案件中，警官
on duty case claims that trauma he
声称他
experienced at work meant he could not
在工作中经历的创伤意味着他无法
stop the sexual encounter in the police
阻止 2002 年在警车里的性接触，
car in 2002 I ended an incident on the M
我结束了一起事件 M
32 which was very
32 这
traumatic memories of this incident haed
件事给我留下了非常痛苦的回忆，
me afterwards and I continue to
事后我不断
flashbacks for a number of years this di
回想起这件事，几年来我一直记着，这个女人
is having PSD he's saying she was the
患有 PSD，他说她是
aggressor that he was the victim of a
侵犯者，他是性侵犯的受害者，
Ser seexual assult so he's saying it
所以他说
wasn't physically he couldn't push her
不是。 身体上他无法推开她
off and stop her doing what she was
，阻止她做她正在
doing emotionally mentally he he
做的事情，情感上他无法接受，精神上他
couldn't cope with it that that account
无法接受，这件事
in itself is just un unbelievable the
本身就令人难以置信，
fact that he has hasn't reported what
他没有报告
happened to him and this hasn't come to
发生在他身上的事情，
light until this allegation has come up
直到现在才真相大白 指控是
is
concerning my PTSD has been caused by
关于我的创伤后应激障碍，这是由
the incidents I attended in work
我在工作中遇到的事件引起的，
actually being at home for you know
实际上我在家里呆了好
months on end with nothing but traumatic
几个月，除了创伤
memories and
记忆和
thoughts there's no relief you know it
想法什么都没有，没有任何缓解，你知道这
actually made me
实际上让我的情况变得
worse I've gone through some difficult
更糟，我经历过 一些困难的
times I I've had incidents where I've
时候我遇到过这样的事情，我
walked into an underpass before
走进一个地下通道，然后
um and somebody walking the other way
有人走在另一边，然后他们
has D themselves and pet set light to
自己和宠物一起点燃了
themselves you know you're not prepared
自己，你知道你没有
for things like that when I finished
为这样的事情做好准备，当我
therapy in 2015 when I was first
在完成治疗的时候 2015 年，当我第一次
diagnosed with PTSD I was taugh by the
被诊断出患有创伤后应激障碍时，
therapist that I should consider other
治疗师告诉我，我应该考虑其他
jobs and that I shouldn't go back to the
工作，不要再回去当
police but for
警察了，但对
me I wanted to be normal and normality
我来说，我想成为一个正常人，正常
was doing what I did before I had a
就是做我得了创伤后应激障碍之前所做的事情。
breakdown
崩溃
Lee cocking is awaiting trial charged
Lee cocking 正在等待审判，被指控
with misconduct in a public
在公共
office it's easy to look at me as you
办公室行为不端，很容易看着我，因为你
know I'm a male therefore I'm physically
知道我是一个男性，因此我身体上更
stronger but mentally I wasn't this
强壮，但精神上我不是，这个
person was able to take advantage of
人能够利用
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that
despite an acquittal at criminal trial
尽管在刑事审判中被判无罪，
aan and Somerset are still pursuing
aan 和 Somerset 仍在继续
their case against Lee cocking they plan
起诉 Lee cocking，他们计划将
to bring it before an independent panel
其提交给一个独立小组，
who will decide if he'll be sacked for
该小组将决定他是否会因
gross
严重
misconduct I'm not sure we were in a
不当行为而被解雇。我不确定我们是否能够
position not to carry on with
不继续
proceedings because the allegation that
诉讼，因为 指控
a police officer has had sex with a
一名警察与一名弱势女性发生性关系，
vulnerable
female I think it's only right and
我认为，
proper that that evidence is tested in a
这一证据需要经过程序检验，这是正确且恰当的，
process and if we were then just to say
如果我们当时只是说，
okay well we didn't we didn't get over
好吧，我们没有越过
the line in the criminal process so
界限 刑事诉讼程序，所以
we'll draw a line under it and that'll
我们会划一条线，然后事情
be the end of it I think we probably
就结束了，我想我们可能
would have faced some
会面临一些
criticism
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